Posted by Catherine on 10/10/2006, 9:05 pm
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Sept 14th of 2005, I had to have my baby Shiloh euthanised. She was haveing seizures and at 1o years of age there just wasn't alot left to be done for her. I got shiloh from a rescue agency and even though she was 5 when I got her, she had already mellowed and had gotten past that mid life crisis thing that so many of the younger dogs seem to go through.Because I have a disablity myself it never bothered me that Shiloh had bad hips and walked slow,it was actually a pleasure to walk or ride(on my scooter) with her. My question is this....when does it ever stop, I still cry on a regular basis from the pain of missing her and I'm missing such a huge part of myself now that she is not here.This is so difficult for me, yes I have children and people seem to think because I have my kids and a wonderful husband that all should be fine. Well its not, my dog NEVER got cheeky (kids) or grumpy (hubby) I miss her terribly and am at the point where I just don't know what to do anymore. Just posting this has me crying. So again, does it ever get easier?
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