Posted by melissa on 10/30/2006, 3:47 pm, in reply to "Re: loss of my best friend"
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Terry, Again thank you for your support. I went away this weekend to visit family. I think that it was helpful because it was a distraction from everything that had happened. Now that I am how I am feeling frustrated because I am not sure what exactly happend with my Ralf. He was himself one day and the next he was very ill. I don't really understand how he showed no symptoms of being so ill or how something could cause him to get so ill so quickly. I question everything I did or didn't do, I question the doctor, I am questioning everything. I am not crying at every moment now which is better, but now I find my brain occupied with thoughts. Again thank you for your thoughts and support and I will continue to write as I feel that this is an outlet for what I am feeling.
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