Posted by melissa on 11/3/2006, 4:29 pm, in reply to "Re: loss of my best friend"
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Terry,
Thank you again for all your kind words, i can't tell you how much it has helped to know I can come write and always have a supportive response.
Today my husband and I are going to pick up Ralf's carrier, blanket, and his ashes. I am really not looking forward to this because i know it is going to bring the pain back. This week i have been ok, but still having hard times. I seem to miss my Ralf the most at night and i belive that is because he always slept on me and now there is a large void. I miss him so...I miss his sweet face, him greeting me at the door, him waking me up at 3am asking for food, him kneeding on me just before he was about to take a nap, him walking under me following me everywhere when he wanted some attention. I feel guilty that the last week of his life he was in pain...that I caused him stress by force feeding him water/food through a syringe...that I left him in the hospital his last few days...
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